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I'd like to update all of you on my current situation;
I feel like I owe you an explanation on why my art has become very rare, and the overall absence on my end of conversations. It's the least I can do for my friends; fans; and lookers.

I have been fighting a long and frustrating fight against anorexia, and it's taken over every single aspect of my life. It's sucked every last breath; every last bit of energy; every last bit of life out of me. It has gotten in the way of friendships, school, work, family, health, art, and anything else that I involve myself in. It has become my life, no matter if I wanted to or not. I have become a recluse, and have become terrified of friendships, and overall any contact with anyone. I am very sorry if it feels like I have been cold or absent, it was not my intention. I have hit bottom, and relapsed completely. I can barely get out of bed; I can barely walk through my house; I can barely even sleep. I'm losing all of my hair. My chest is constantly in pain, and I'm so entirely cold. I'm watching my life fade away and there's nothing I can do about it.

I am going to intensive hospitalization soon. "Soon" does not have a date yet, and could be a few weeks from now, to a few months from now. That's up to my insurance. I'm not sure how much my body can handle anymore, and I don't know if it can make it that long, but I hope I can fight my way through.

I am trying my best to finish all the art I can. I've had a hard time concentrating, and truly, I've been spending a lot of my time lately abusing sleep aids to get the proper sleep I need. But I am trying my best and I hope you can be patient with me. That's all I really ask. Thank you all for being so kind to me, and being such wonderful people.

I will not tolerate intolerant comments.
Keep your two-cents to yourself.
I don't need "advice" nor your own story.
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TranquilDisturbance May 20, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
<3
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TheCityOfTokyo Jan 16, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I'm sorry i've been away so long... It makes me wanna cry because I go living my life all happy-go-lucky when other people are suffering. Please please pleeeeaaaasssseeee get better and take all the time you need! Even though your anorexic I still think your really pretty just like i've always said (Grins)
Toodles! *Waves*
-TheCityOfTokyo <3
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xXwannabeartistXx Nov 24, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
take the time you need to heal we can wait and stay strong ^,^
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ButterflyBabyBlue Nov 11, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I have faith in you, Trinity.
I really hope you are able to overcome this.
:heart:
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:iconshinsua:
For all of us, I hope you pull through this. I know little of you, but I do know that I don't want anything tragic to happen to you. Trinity, please, don't give up.
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TakoNeko Nov 10, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
stay strong, we're supporting on you ^^
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x-Hikarii Nov 9, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Stay strong. x
You can do it!
I know how it feels (not looking for attention)
You are not alone, stay strong and ofc keep doing your amazing art work <3
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:iconfate44:
I know what it's like to see someone go through this as my cousin suffered for years with it.
I wish all the best for you and that you can pull through.
Good luck and don't let it take away the things you enjoy.
x
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Neonmoon133 Nov 8, 2012   General Artist
good luck with everything stay strong!
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:icondickywebster:
Good luck and i wish you all the best :)
And i know you dont like hugs, but :hug:
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