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meaningful by RainbowAurora


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November 7, 2012
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I'd like to update all of you on my current situation;
I feel like I owe you an explanation on why my art has become very rare, and the overall absence on my end of conversations. It's the least I can do for my friends; fans; and lookers.

I have been fighting a long and frustrating fight against anorexia, and it's taken over every single aspect of my life. It's sucked every last breath; every last bit of energy; every last bit of life out of me. It has gotten in the way of friendships, school, work, family, health, art, and anything else that I involve myself in. It has become my life, no matter if I wanted to or not. I have become a recluse, and have become terrified of friendships, and overall any contact with anyone. I am very sorry if it feels like I have been cold or absent, it was not my intention. I have hit bottom, and relapsed completely. I can barely get out of bed; I can barely walk through my house; I can barely even sleep. I'm losing all of my hair. My chest is constantly in pain, and I'm so entirely cold. I'm watching my life fade away and there's nothing I can do about it.

I am going to intensive hospitalization soon. "Soon" does not have a date yet, and could be a few weeks from now, to a few months from now. That's up to my insurance. I'm not sure how much my body can handle anymore, and I don't know if it can make it that long, but I hope I can fight my way through.

I am trying my best to finish all the art I can. I've had a hard time concentrating, and truly, I've been spending a lot of my time lately abusing sleep aids to get the proper sleep I need. But I am trying my best and I hope you can be patient with me. That's all I really ask. Thank you all for being so kind to me, and being such wonderful people.

I will not tolerate intolerant comments.
Keep your two-cents to yourself.
I don't need "advice" nor your own story.
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TranquilDisturbance Featured By Owner May 20, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
TheCityOfTokyo Featured By Owner Jan 16, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I'm sorry i've been away so long... It makes me wanna cry because I go living my life all happy-go-lucky when other people are suffering. Please please pleeeeaaaasssseeee get better and take all the time you need! Even though your anorexic I still think your really pretty just like i've always said (Grins)
Toodles! *Waves*
-TheCityOfTokyo <3
xXwannabeartistXx Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
take the time you need to heal we can wait and stay strong ^,^
ButterflyBabyBlue Featured By Owner Nov 11, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I have faith in you, Trinity.
I really hope you are able to overcome this.
Shinsua Featured By Owner Nov 10, 2012
For all of us, I hope you pull through this. I know little of you, but I do know that I don't want anything tragic to happen to you. Trinity, please, don't give up.
TakoNeko Featured By Owner Nov 10, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
stay strong, we're supporting on you ^^
x-Hikarii Featured By Owner Nov 9, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Stay strong. x
You can do it!
I know how it feels (not looking for attention)
You are not alone, stay strong and ofc keep doing your amazing art work <3
Fate44 Featured By Owner Nov 8, 2012
I know what it's like to see someone go through this as my cousin suffered for years with it.
I wish all the best for you and that you can pull through.
Good luck and don't let it take away the things you enjoy.
Neonmoon133 Featured By Owner Nov 8, 2012  Student General Artist
good luck with everything stay strong!
Dickywebster Featured By Owner Nov 8, 2012
Good luck and i wish you all the best :)
And i know you dont like hugs, but :hug:
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