I'd like to update all of you on my current situation;
I feel like I owe you an explanation on why my art has become very rare, and the overall absence on my end of conversations. It's the least I can do for my friends; fans; and lookers.
I have been fighting a long and frustrating fight against anorexia, and it's taken over every single aspect of my life. It's sucked every last breath; every last bit of energy; every last bit of life out of me. It has gotten in the way of friendships, school, work, family, health, art, and anything else that I involve myself in. It has become my life, no matter if I wanted to or not. I have become a recluse, and have become terrified of friendships, and overall any contact with anyone. I am very sorry if it feels like I have been cold or absent, it was not my intention. I have hit bottom, and relapsed completely. I can barely get out of bed; I can barely walk through my house; I can barely even sleep. I'm losing all of my hair. My chest is constantly in pain, and I'm so entirely cold. I'm watching my life fade away and there's nothing I can do about it.
I am going to intensive hospitalization soon. "Soon" does not have a date yet, and could be a few weeks from now, to a few months from now. That's up to my insurance. I'm not sure how much my body can handle anymore, and I don't know if it can make it that long, but I hope I can fight my way through.
I am trying my best to finish all the art I can. I've had a hard time concentrating, and truly, I've been spending a lot of my time lately abusing sleep aids to get the proper sleep I need. But I am trying my best and I hope you can be patient with me. That's all I really ask. Thank you all for being so kind to me, and being such wonderful people.
I will not tolerate intolerant comments.
Keep your two-cents to yourself.
I don't need "advice" nor your own story.